December 20, 2014

I am a FAT girl!


I am not good looking as skinny girls but I do look good
I can't run marathons but I do try to walk at my pace
I am not lucky to eat everything and still be thin but I do eat everything a little
I am not fat because I want to...

I think about food all the time only to plan my next meal wisely
I plan my day way ahead coz I want to squeeze in my workout along with the party with my friends
I get lot of stares at the mall, park, shops.. I do stare back at them
I may not be sexy as other girls but I am not even dumb
I am not fat because I want to...

I struggle to fit in normal clothes but I do want to fit in sexy dresses
I am obsessed with the weighing scale coz even hundred grams matter
I do give in temptations, after all I do have my favorites
I read the ingredients on all food items, I want to know what am I eating
I am not fat because I want to...

I wear jackets all the time, I do not want you to see my curves
I plan to workout every day but some days are just not mine
I am on a diet "all the time" coz I want my health to be better

I have fitness on my mind always coz I want to be fit
I know surgery is quick fix but its a fix not a solution
I am not fat because I want to...

Nobody is perfect and neither are you
I can speak, write, listen, think, earn n definitely live better than you
if you used your brains for something good, your life would have been better

I am fat because I have issues
Hereditary, family, emotional, hormonal and financial issues

You don't know my journey so better don't judge me..

Oh Yes! I am a fat girl but I am HUMAN after all !!!